Where did the day go?

What? 9:00 pm already? I think we just packed a week into one day! At least that's how I feel.
The Baptism finally arrived!
I was nervous waking up today. I said another prayer and jumped in to the process of getting everyone ready.
Dresses
Shoes
Hair do’s!
I was running around so much that I had little time to worry until we got to the Church. I had no idea how things were going to happen, who was going to be there, and what was going to be said.. I should have trusted that Heavenly Father had it all under control. Ali was absolutely radiant! Ex’s dad was very obviously nervous and throughout the baptism, but the spirit there was beautiful. Ali came up from the baptismal font beaming. Bursting with a warmth, and energy that only someone who has been baptized can explain. Ex’s dad said later that while she was sitting next to him waiting to be confirmed, she whispered to him “this is the best day of my life!"
Taylor was allowed to stand in the confirmation circle without any immediate repercussion, which made him feel good. I don’t know if I’ll pay for it later or not. I give EX credit for keeping himself in check the entire time. I do wonder if he feels bad that he couldn't have any part in it. I still don’t think that its reason enough for Taylor not to be able to.
Lunch afterwards albeit awkward, went fairly well. All of us, including Taylor’s family all sharing the same area, and some of us all on the same tables. It was odd to look over and see that Taylor’s dad was having a lengthy conversation with Ex’s mother and Father. I approached Ex afterwards. I mentioned that I thought it had all went really well, and thanked him for contributing to that success. I couldn't have been more relieved when it was time to leave the restaurant.
The most important thing today, was that Ali had a memorable, wonderful day.
I Hope that Ali always remembers today with a warm feeling, and a tender heart, and remembers the promises that she has made. I hope that she remembers all of the people who came from all directions to be there for her because they love her, and are proud of the little girl she is. Stay tuned for Pictures coming soon. I want to put together something first before posting them.
I hope that I can let some of my fear go too, so that when situations like this come up again (a.k.a. Megan’s baptism in 3 years) I can anticipate it with joy, and not stress like I have the past few months. Although I know from experience, that letting go of the fear, does NOT mean letting my guard down. I will hopefully be able to enjoy the experience better.
After lunch my Friend and her kids came back to our house to hang out and play. The kids had a great time tearing up the place while Megan and I were busy having some fun of our own with my new camera.
5 hours later, and a sleepover for Ali (Coryne of course) and its time to call it a night!
Thank you everyone for your love and support. Your comments have really meant a lot to me. I am so blessed to have you all in my life.


check out this picture that Megan took! isn it cool? And ofcourse we had to get the boys!!!